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2010-11-07T09:39:00.000-08:00

heloo earthling
blogging again
been working till late cos off quiting sd
and work another place
so no off and didnt have the time to rest either =/
well, im going to work with jh again
hope nothing goes wrong
well today quite good mood cos i saw him
but dodnt get to talk much
but anw we sms each other
toward him i felt close and we always quarrel and dunno why
today while talking he pause and look at me cos i make up toda and he tease me
first time he saw and he tease me wthhhh!!
but anw,i use to it already
but too bad,didnt get to go out with him and talk to him MORE!!
anw, tml i going tanning with ym already
like after years of rejecting her
LOLS, gulity meeee =/
alright now i going to watch my drama
byeee

2010-10-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

dear blogger, i haven't been blogging since me and him broke up
and i always busy to keep my self away from thinking of him
recently i know this guy at my new workplace
a malaysia guy which i just know him from few weeks

older then me by 6

get along pretty well =D

but what i feel was he just treat me like sister

and i worries of getting into a relationship now

i don't wan history repeat

we exchange number already but i didn't allow my colleagues to know ask they will tease me again

the guy always come and talk to me when im at work,slack with me when ever we are free

send me home before and im quite happy as im the first person who get a ride home cos he doesn't know the road well so sweet of him to send me home

otw home by his motor is kinda worries cos his driving is very fast and i almost hug him! LOLS

but i have to keep a distance from him i dont want him to think im a girl who rush thing out

and i dont even know i should continue to contact him anot

im being messaging him for the pass few day and i also think of him so how

but i dont want to make him as a replacement of nicholas

i want to forget nicholas totally before i step into another relationship and

i dont want fake hope in anyone

expectedly from this new guy as he is a malaysia and older then me by 6

i dont want to rush thing until i know him well to go into a relationship with him

but he really treat me well enough

just hope he isn't a replacement of nicholas cos im lonely that all

done blogging now, i will blog again when im down =D byeee

2010-07-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

im wrong to do this, but i let go
and u choose to let go of me too
you already say this
im not longer yours
im free
back to my freedom life
if i choose my freedom life
i wont choose to be with u in the first place
i wont choose to give you everything i have
i wont choose u as my boyfriend after 3years
it fate that bring us together
but is our truth and love make us dirft apart
now i have to totally get you out from my mind
erase you away,but i cant remove you love for me from my memories
it always hurtful when i see ur status
i see the gift u give me
i hugs them tight to keep away my tear from flowing down
i wish u mine, but the wont happen anymore
theres isnt a chance to save this love anymore
it time i say goodbyye
i wont text u anymoree
even though i still love youu
but these doesnt matter anymore

2010-07-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

this post is just for uu
you know who u are
if u think i will forget u
replaced u with any guy
i think u wrong
totally wrong! im not better off without uu
i wish u could get me back to your side
you say u want ur freedom life
so i let u have by choosing to let go
izit so hard to get u back by my side
u dont want be tied down by love
then what u want
i dont even wanna tell me
could u just be my boyfriend again?
let's erase the bad memories?
u know how much u mean to me
u noe i cant replaced uu with someone else
u know i want u back badly
but i dont see u wanting me back
didnt see the love u have for me anymore
the guy i use to know
the guy that love me deeply once before
the guy i willing to give everything to
the guy that i love him deeply before
the guy i wish i could spent my time with everyday
i wish i could see the potiential of u and me again
be my love again? will u?

2010-07-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

i hope u reading my blog now love
i wanna let u know
i care about you
i want you to tell me whats wrong between us
but you choose not to
i love you, but i dont feel your love anymore
you found someone better then me?
you could have just tell me
i wanna let you go
but you as me dont
you dont want me let you go at least you tell me!
you still love me!
nic please tell me a answer?
i love you alot!

2010-07-03T10:41:00.000-07:00

dear blog. something sad or something happy should i say?
finally it's fouth month with my honey baby
but i just cant feel
feel his love
the love he use to give
maybe im thinking too much again
finally i wear dress out with him
but it's doesnt seem good
why cant i feel the love from him anymore
am i gonna be replaced?
i hope im not
im happy to be with him together for four months
his the one i really love alot
his totally different from my ex-bf
his like
someone i cant leave without anymore
someone i wish to spend my life with
but does he think the same way?
god,im thinking too much again!
difference between with my ex bf
he show some of his care and concern
he try his best to proof his love
he try his best to make me happy
every single word he say
it willl make me sad,happy,over joy,sweet, emotional break down
it brings me high and low
he give me what i needs
what i want the most
his really my half apple
he knows whats i want and what i dont
present from him was teddy bears
that the best thing i ever wanted
i received his love
but the only thing i dunno is
am i first in his list or not
am i important to him or not
he doesnt seem to care my feeling something
he always tell his friends that he is with his workmate when eva we are out together
im feel like, you know!
do i look like your GIRLFRIEND!
why cant you just tell them
arghh,i know he dont like.. but.. argh.. i dunnno what to say
this always make me speechless!
if he gonna treat me as his workmate
im going MAD!
should i do the same things as he do?!
im outx with my workmates yoz! wtfff
im soooo sooooo fucking dunno what my mind wannnt!
FUCK MY LIFE! CHEEEE BYYEEEEE!

2010-06-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

baby if you reading this now
im sorry
i dunno what i want
im happy when i get to see you
but when i seee you not in the mood
i feel so xin ku
my tears.. is like flowing out!
but i dont want cry infront of you
because i dont wanna make you fan
am i bringing you pain?
do i have to let you go?
i hope when we are alone
we really thinkk
i wish i dont needa let you go
when you with me, are you suffering badly?
i dunno what i suppose to do now
im crying alone in my room,not eating
totally no appetize because all im doing is thinking about you!
is true that i say we needa be alone
but im all worries already
im worries about you
i wanna know!
what gonna happen between us
i didnt ask much
im happy,but at the same time im sad
im happy at least you make some time for me to have dinner together
then go home
but u're tired and that make mee feel like im making uu even more tired!
i dont wana be a bad girlfriend
so i say go home,but when we standing there,all i could see on you face was tired
that why i ask you go take your bus
at that moment,my tears, about to flow out! i dont wishh u see me crying. because you dunno what to do
and u be more FAN after you see me=(
how long more do we gonna be like this! i dont wish it always happening between us
i wishh it could stop right now
i dont wanna let you go, because you belong to me and i also belong to you
i wanna hold your hand till century
not just second but forever
my heart is now broken into piece,are u gonna make it back
to how it's suppose to be when we first met?
i cant feel your love anymore
or just that you not showing it?
i know you care for mee
but maybe just that i cant feel
or it not obvious enough?
maybe i didnt show my care and concern toward you too
or maybe im asking too much from you
im all confused
tell me the answer could you?
sms me asap after you okays?
i reallly reallly dont wish to let you go,but if u need me to
i will,i will let the pain im putting to uu
honeyy babe im sorry

2010-06-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

all i got from you was just message
what else can you give me?
do you know what i wanted the most?
think you dont know
even if you know
nothing gonna change
because the thing i want you cant make it
unable to give me
not must suprises from you
acceptable =D
why?
because i love you!
all i wanted was you can be by my side always and hope
what i wish for will come true
i wont type it here
i wont say it out
but i hope you will find out yourself

3months and 16days together already
another 15 days to our 4th months?
hmm,time is passes fast!
and we really didnt have the time for each other
we are so busy that every minutes and second pass so quickly
how long didnt we meet up? spent our lovely hours together?
hmm,so god damn miss you baby
even thought we are smsing everyday
but i wish i could seee u everyday
hug u awhile =D
i love you hubby =D

2010-06-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

To tell you the truth.
I'm a selfish freek
maybe not selfish
just wan u to be by my side longer
seriously I Dunoo wad to do

I love you alot
I wan you to be by my side always
I know this is selfish, that who I am
sorry to make you suffer
sorry to quarrel with you
I want you so badly that I can't
control my emotion
I love u.heart as one

2010-06-08T05:56:00.001-07:00

in malaysia now usinf my god cousin computer

have been enjoy my day well

brought some nice item for myself

but im not the one paying it =D

brought something for baby tooo

but ma paying it tooooo =X

gonna be in malacca for the next fewww dayys

then head to my grandma house soooonn

DURIANN! on my wayyy =D

misss duriann hahahs

misss baby

misss my rooom alreadyyy ! lols

tata,needa go already

nightsss worlds

muacks baby

ily<333

2010-06-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

blogging time

hpmm.. dont feel real this few days

am im annoying to uu now

do u still feel happi when u around mee

why am i feeling emoo

why are u sound emoo

am i the one make this happen

am i making u suffer

am i the one make u sad

am i make u stress

you got to tell me how uu feel

im concern

im dunno what uu thinking at all

i wanna know how u feel

our love is there

but i dont feel right

i love uu

u are the most important thing

u are the only reason i live

the only reason whyy i hang on

3th months already

too fast forward

go too fast

that i dont even notice what is happeningg

babyy

i love u

i love everything about uu

i love who u are

what uu are

and this the guy i lovee

irreplaceable

u already live in my heart

i love uu

i miss uu

i want uu

i need uu

baby i'll be there for uu no matter what happen

i want uu to feel happi always

memories from uu

i will cherishh

just wanna tell u this noww

HAPPY 3th month anniv

<3>

2010-05-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

(n) not
(t) to
(s) separate
(h) him
away
from
mee
because
you
just
gonna
kill
meee
like
this!!
i
misss
hiim
soo
muchh
till
suchhh
extend
gonna
meet
babyyy
tomorrow
and
im
so
excited!!
i
love
youu
babyy
boyy =D

2010-05-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

baby i wanna let you know something

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

2010-05-20T01:18:00.000-07:00

bABYYYY!

i sooo wanna seee uuu nowww

ssuddenlyyy i miss u badlyyy

super misss uuu

im so crazyy over uuu

i love uu

i miss uu

i want uu

i need uu

i want to hug uu

i wanna sayy u are my eveythinng

i wanna kiss uu and say i love uu

im SOOOO not in the moood

2010-05-17T08:32:00.000-07:00

blogging again

after few hours of movieee

seriously,i dunoo what im thinking nooow

so dont ask me why i double blog today

let me know if im not the only one living inside your heart

let me know the truth befoore i find out you cheating me

let me know every single shit

dont hurt me

because i will let you know how much you hurt me

frankly speaking

jealously KILL

maybe im thinking too much

and really hope that is i really thinking too muchh

but if really happen

dont bother talking to me

i wont talk to youu

2010-05-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

this is my blogging time againn

question nowwww! questioning myself

why do i have strange feeeling coming out

why do i have that feeling he gonna let me go

whyy do i think he wna forget mee

what kind of feeling is this

i dont want this feeling

im feeling insecure again

will we dift apart again

i reali scared, i hope im just thinking too muchh

everything that could happen now is crossing my mind

and im scared, im afraid to lose hiim

i crying now when im typing this blogg

whyyywhyywhyy

dont wish to think at all

but feeling come and goes

and this strange feeling stuckk and DOESN'T since TO GET out of my mind!

i feel like dying!

kill me with one spam noww

hopeee nothing will happen i begg god

i really really loveeeee himmmmm

you may steal,cheat,lie

if you may steal

steal away my sorrows

if you may cheat

please cheat the death

if you may lie

lie with my life all night longs

because i love u and i can't live without uu

i loveee uu babyy

2010-05-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

omg, why girls must have APPOINTMENTS?
every months?! fuckkk shit
this time it's killing me forgod sake!
almost die in the toilet
vomit and shit in 1 go?
all weak now
didnt even dare to eat
not even DRINK
cux im vomiting everything out since morning till now
as light as a tissue noww
on my bed all the wayyy
dont even dare to get off my bed
wthhh, how i wishhh im a guy!!!!

2010-05-09T11:21:00.000-07:00

baby boy i love you

reading back all the message you send me

was all the memories i get from you

feeling sad, happy sweet

and most importantly feeling

love by youu

getting hurt frm each other

this kind of suffer

i dont like and never wanna have it again

maybe i think too much or too busyy

i feel like we drift away

away frm each other

hope that is all a dream and i will wake up frm this dream and come back to the real busy world!

i love you baby

i really does

dont wish to let u go at all

wana hold u tight

walk down the lovely road together as long as we can

baby, all i want is uu.. never wanna miss a damn thing with uuu

memories with uuu, that all i need and want!

2010-04-30T11:52:00.000-07:00

baby<3
thanks for everythinng you
gave mee
3years back
my life is black ans white
3years later
after i met uu
my life totally change
it fill with color
like rainboww
you make me sad
u make me happy
u make me cry
u make me laugh
you make me worried
all this because i already love uu deeply
now, i living in yr heart
dooesnt wanna move out
and never wanna move
locked me tight inside
never let me go please
you everything i need
u like my oxygen
my water
my food
craving to see u every second
craving to stand by ur side
every second
i love uu nicholas baby

2010-04-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

all i wanted was just to meet uu early

i know i dont have much time to peii uu le

i feel you are difting away from me

i'm worried now

worried that you gonna leave mee

i dont like this feeling

this isn't what i want it to be

i'm sorry for not spending time with uu

givee me sometime to talk to stephant about my schedule okay

since yesterday i'm cryiing because i hurt uu

make u mad,sad,angry

when ever i recieve your sms

i cryy,i wanna rush down to be by yourside

i wanna let you know

u very important to mee

let u know i still treasure you alot

wanna let u know how much i love uu

how much i wanna hug you tight and say

i'm sorry baby

i still love uu alot

you always gonna be my baby

always

even it just one second

is more then enough for mee

aat least im happpy

i try my best to make time for youu

i try every method,every ways

just to find time to spend with you

i know you cared for me

i cared for you too

when you told me you got no school

how i wish im there for you

by your side

comfort you and say it's okayyy

try for other school

2010-04-28T10:24:00.000-07:00

baby, i sorry for everything
i know how much u need me
i know how much u want me
i know how much u care for me
i know
i know
i know!
and i now how much i hurt u after reading your blog
i duno wad to tell uu
i wanna hug u tight and say sorry
sorry to do this to uu
i love u so muchhh
i love u without any limts
i love uu but i hurt uu
i know this suck
making u suffer
making u meeting me once a week is a suffer
i know
that whyy when i say it cancel
i can feel the hurt
is like needle
and i cry
i cant stop crying
i not trying to hide
but it just happen once
and i already hurt u some muchhh
i dont know what to do
wo yong wo quan bu de ai
lai ai ni,
dui bu qi
im being selfish

2010-04-28T09:22:00.000-07:00

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2010-04-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

something i wanna tell you always
i lovee you more then i loveee myself
i can't stop thinking of you as and when alreadyy
i'm worry about you when you go home late
dunnooo who you spend your day withhh
dunooo is a girl or a guy
always hu si rang xiang
just because i care for youu alot
i really scared you leave mee
dump mee away,let mee go when how people let go the hands
just like that
dont let me go,like how you let go my hands
locked me tight to your hands,please dont let me goo
mood swings badly nowww,doesnt know whyyyy
not enough time to spennd with baby
now i'm stresss,what should i do?
helpppp
helppp
helpp
helpp
helppp
meeeeee
meee
mee

2010-04-12T12:52:00.000-07:00

baby nicholas, sorry for hurting you
i didnt want you to know
because i know you will be sad
when you hear me crying again,you gonna go madd again
i know you can read my mind
i know you can feel when im sad
that whyy i choose to hide from yoouu
for that moment i feel sad,then my tear started to drop
jealous,insecure,pain,feel like cying
i dunoo whyy i have this kind of feeling
you are the first one i have this kind of feeling
i dunoo what to do
all i know is can hide jiu hide
bu yao rang ni zhi dao
but end up u hurt more
zhen de dui bu qi <3
forgive mee being selfish
zi si de wo rang ni ku le
it just all my fault, i promise you i wont thinkk too muchhh
wo de hu si rang xiang rang wo men duo ku le
rang ni de xin tong
dian le,wo zhen bu ren xin tian dao ni ku
tian dao ni ku,wo ku de gen dou
dou dao ting bu xiang lai
xin tong de wo nan shou
when you tell me you love mee
i really wanna replyy uu i love you tooo
but nth come out from my mouth
i try to sayyy, but i only can say orhh
just that short replyy
i wanna say wo hen xiang nii
but i went speechless
when i heard your voice changee
my heart feel more painn
live without youu now is something i dont wanna imgine
baby i really really sorry okayy
really love you sheng huii <3
forgive meee =D

2010-04-12T08:29:00.001-07:00

when ever your mood goes down
mine goes down tooo
when you are happpyy
i will also be happpyy
can't bear to see you moody
never wanna see you moodyy
everytimme you messagee mee
you become moodyy later on
that makee mee go moody
really moody till i dont feel like workking
going out and dont even know what to replyy you
i dunoo how to make you smile but i tryy all the ways i can
making you happoy make mee feel good
your smile brighter up my days
MUACKKKS NTSH

2010-04-11T12:01:00.000-07:00

time withh uuu is never enoughh

every minutes,every second is somethiing me dont wanna miss

reading your message meltx meee

hope time withh youu never ends

watching sunrise,watchinng sunset

watchinng it with someone you loveee

that called memories

memoriees that always wanna treasure

treasure it carefully

dont wanna miss abit of it

trying to remember everythiinng me and u do

everry thinng u tell mee

youuu are like a mind reader

always know what i want

what im doinng,what i hate and what i lovee

you are a totally a male version of mee

now my friends sayy you and mee are the sammee

the way we talk,the way we do thing are like SAMEX!

you are the luckyy one!

wo zhi ai ni,ntsh =D

2010-04-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

baby sorry for the moody
all thank to the fucker that keep my pay
thanks god ahlan is talking to me again!
finally thanks to uu asking mee to text himm =D
you always noe what ii want and what i'm thinking about
you are just like a mind reader
i dont have to say anything and you noe what i want
never have enough time to spend with you each day
too fast forward everyday, time with uu is never enoughhh
wanna have more time withh uu but we cant ton
12 hours with youu i feel it too short?
never get moody when you around mee
you always there to make me smile
and my stress will just go away.
huggss and kisssess fromm uuu makkkeeee mee
even misssss uuu more
baby wo ai nii<3

2010-04-06T11:01:00.000-07:00

blogging timee

have beeinng a workholic noww

never havnt enough timee to spendd withh my lovee one

im manger in 313 now

cant have off as and when i like?

cannot spend timmee withh baby<3

not gonna see baby next few days cux he not workingg withh mee

will misss baby more and more eachh dayys

2010-04-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

one month anni

4/4/2010

one month after my birthdayy

everythinng is so fast forward

didnt have the timee to stop down and seee whatt have past mee

memories from you is increasing day by day

yi tian be yi tian de ai ni

and yet i cant stop that alreadyy

wiishhh iii cann see youu everydayy

spent timee withh u everydayy

is that whatt i hoppee for?

laogong,now uu are my everythiingg

youu are the one that i dont wanna gibb up

and never wanna givee up

ke yi bu yao gong zuo

bu ke yi bu yao nii

i will hold u tight

never wanna let you go

dont wanna repeat the mistakeee

2010-03-28T11:08:00.000-07:00

receiving daily message
message that melts my heart everyday
everyday fill me with sweetnesss
sweetness that will show on my face
face expression that cant hide from other
dont want stop loving you now
never wanna leaave you alone
never wanna li kan niiii
<3 youuu bii

2010-03-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

another day tiring day

lili is going off tml back to her coutry

follow by mama, go baack for 8days

313 down staff and i'm the one suffering?

not that busy today and almost everyday?

we are like slacking in stall

hope boss dont always come down to check on meee

talk to mama alot of thinggg

secret between me and her

soooo, hahhas!! no one knows and i wont write here either

when will i have my off dayss?

time for me to get my rest again

and spent time withh my loveeee onee

2010-03-24T11:16:00.000-07:00

ai shang ni shi wo ben

xi huan ni shi wo sha

xuan zhe ni shi wo de xuan zhe

wo bu hou hui ai sha ni zhe ge wang ba dan

meltx my heart after 3year

3year of waiting

waitng for someone to fix that hole

that hole in my heart

my heart stop bleeding

stop bleeding because i found you

you are the one

the one that make me feel in love again

p.s:zhen de ai ni =)

2010-03-09T09:17:00.000-08:00

second day at 313
interview with boss WAS A failed

wworking with jonas not that stress!
with cray and steph is killing me

sorry ym for not telling u everything
kerri if u reading my blog
i needa tell you this
i gan gan ai le, but you regret le
i cant do anything
is his feeling
not mine
i cant control
huggs from him are just present
if he really like me
it a surpise!

2010-03-07T18:50:00.000-08:00

WBD,you tthe only one meltx my heart after 3year

the one that make me love you more and more each day without myself noticing

you are in my memories everyday

i love you because of who u are

your sweettalk meltz me

i cherish every second being withh u

because my smile is there

my day is fill with smile everyday

not black face,sadness and anger

even though when out with superdog people

i'm okay because i needa avoid her from seeing us tgt

but now i dont care as she already as me go for it

i try go for it and i know your answer already

we will stop at this moment till we ready to contiune okayy

my smile will be there as long as WANG BA DAN THERE!

wo ai ni,zhen de ai shang yi de WBD!

went out with you to CC with james

that was the best day i have

just spending time with you walking here and there and staying in the room

james just leave us there

huggs you was what i treasure at that moment

you have a nnice shoulder for me to lean on

tot you put perfume but you say no!?

is your nan ren wei?hahhas

present from you, i love it

the other present you owe me

slowly return,dont wana rushh

2010-03-03T08:43:00.000-08:00

HELLLO EARTHLINNNNGGG
IT MY BIRTHDAYYYY!!!
gonna have chalet and HE IS GOING!!
super hyper nowww
and i cant sleep
tml full shiftt
nice one LSQ!

2010-02-25T10:00:00.000-08:00

UPPPPDAAATINNNNGGG my bloggg!

have being spamming comment on photo this few dayyys

so got no time to updattte

hahas,sorry friends!?

durin work was super slack for me

searching address on yellow page with HJT!

then faxing,and i almost spoil the fax machine!!

backk to oldds days with hjt

now i have nic, hjt, her gf,ah lan,ah meii to crap withh!

hahhas,no stress everyday if MY GOOD RM not workking!!

i be going over to downtown soon

i doesnt wana go

i want to stay at vivo

i want to have that deal withhh u

but i can't control where i'm going because BOSS wants me to

just give me one month okayy

please stay at superdog

just for me?? i begg u?!

after one month i be back to vivo i think!

and that what i hope

seriously,i miss u guy if i'm going there

expectly uu, because no one to agrue withh me anymore

and i miss U

really miss you!

my bday is no where!

where will i be on the march 4?!

vivo or downtown?

just hope u are there

2010-02-24T08:19:00.001-08:00

today is a SUPER duper BAD DAY

for mee!

injuries here and there

first fall down

then kena oil

then cut until my hands

then tongs hit my hands

WALAO!

how worse can i get?!

fucking bad DAY

i hate today

24/2/2010

my mum say i didnt PRAY

that whyy i so sway

walaooooo

2010-02-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

fuckking resturant manager

what you know is use your mouth not your hands

boss is cutting cost and you not helping us

you do thing at the wrong timing and asking too muchh from us

we are your worker! so WHAT?

big fuckk?

we human not robots okayy

you say i'm always complaining

but do you know whyy i'm complaining?

because you succk

i'm just a crew that wearing blue shirt

i'm not a shift leader, and i dont feel like one

ask me to do closing without teaching me how

FUCKK OFF

if short money,i pay..

you gonna be kidding okayys?

i dont need you to baby sit me

i need you to teach me

when i want to learn,you ask me to do closing station

what the fuckk you wants

you want me to learn without touchin the safe

how to learn, you come teach me lar!

stupid guy! brainless sia

manager dont teach me

how you want me to learn

i'm super piss off!

3weeks have pass and i only learn how to key invoice and inventory

and those is i learn from jiahui de lor! not from you guy!!!!

what the use of learning those??

it doesnt help okkay!

fuckking piss!

2010-02-17T09:00:00.001-08:00

just the starting or it the ending already

hope i never started this

hope i never wishh for this now

all my wish come true,yet i'm still sad

what wrong

i need encourage,i need help

i dont wana go somerset 313

not with that idiot

one week to learn everything

it a mission impossible

everything is in the middle

i duno wad to do

be a bad or a good manager?

i need u guy to tell me

不要期待

2010-02-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

helo earthling!!!

happy valentine to all my friends

happpy new year to everyone!!

something to the u guy

my 18th wish come true!

like what i tell you in the previous post

took a photo of it with frolian hands!!

hahahas,when to malaysia after work spent 3 night there

can't message,msn

how boring,luckyy i have my cousin there gambling with me!!

my mum allow me to drink beer this time,how great!back in singapore today at 530

went to work at 7pm

omg,never wear heels to work,super tiring and cant walk fast...

she cant stop loving you

she fall deeply

deeply into your heart

unable for others to enter

the love for you is uncountable

everyone knows

though you and her

are together

but another girl find out the true

but she cant fall in

because she dont want to like someone that she cant like

once she fall in,there's no way for turning backk

but it happen

and that the only thing she know now

爱一个人很心苦

被爱是欣福的

不可以爱上一个不可以爱的人

2010-02-12T23:38:00.000-08:00

helo readers!!

it new year and valentine!!

wishes all ur wish come true

receive 6 roses a day during work

and my wish come true

hope ur wish come true kaayyys?

bu yao ai shang yi ge bu ke yi ai de ren

shi hen mafan de

2010-02-06T10:17:00.000-08:00

helo friends!

i not updating bloggg since 21343215455765

anyway

first new: promoted to shift managers

secondly: to my friends

you should know who you are

know you so long already and yet

just because of a small thing

you got angry with me and cant get over it

friends

if you got angry,not happy with me

tell me straight

dont show me face,i cant read your face!

i'm sick and tired day by day

dont add stress to me but happiness to me..

thnks and love

SM now

2010-02-01T21:27:00.000-08:00

well blogger,news for u guy to read but duno it a good or a bad news
finally i'm promoted to a shift manger
but get a uneasy feeling on the first dayy alreadyy
different eye,different attitude shown
friends not there to help me this time
only manager but didnt help me muchh
have meeting with them
tml going shopping with kerri and mayb fy?
needa buy stuff for work again
wtf,before newyears no $$$$$$

okayy,needa rush to work alreadyy
blogger again soon!

2010-01-16T05:12:00.000-08:00

helo reader

today gonna blog about BANGBANGTANG

my favourite group singer!

guess what i heard they gona disband

what the hell

they just being together 3year plus and they gonna disband

omg,wangzi and xiaojie move out of the house already

dont want them to disband

gonna be sad :(

2010-01-10T10:26:00.000-08:00

mood today suck

sorry if i scold bad word

because this is who i am

take it or leave it

i cant stand my mother

after work quarrel with her otw home

get nagging from her for so reason

super angry,she dont understand what i talk about everytime!

i hate it went she start to scolld me when she dont get it

fuking shit her,cry when walking home

rush to bath and stomp out of the house after that

sat at void deck cry alone

while waiting for kerri to pass me my pay

cry almost 2hours

not gonna go work tml

and tell u

i really hate my family

everytime i think was

do i really belong to this house

it full of shit

i'm just a 17 year old girl going to be 18 in two month time and i dont have

a HAPPY MEMORIES!

for the 17 years i have be though stress!

every one though i tell 'guai' one at home

able to help my mother on house income

able to woork and study at the same time

able to get the best grade everytime

dont need their worrys and love

i always cry when people ask me about my family problem

because i know every since shit in the house

i needa work everytime to pay my bill help her with house income

extra money for cleaning the stupid debt!

that the reason whyy i wana smoke cause it help me to relax

i cant drink beer cause familys dont allow

what my dad want was i'm a guai guai girl

like a girl duno bad words. but will good smart brain

arghh,i hell stress and i wish i could go to my grandpa house and stay for a few days

no needa stress and at least they give me money when i need it

i'm a part time 'ah lian' like what my brother nickname me

a bad girl wont turn back

and it true

why a part time ah lian? cause badword a-z in my mind

dye my hair like one lians

attitude also like lians

what can i do

korkor are part time bengs also

a piece of words to blogger out there

dont start work to early 14 or 15

you will regret when parent start to ask u pay bill and give house income every month

because u dont have saving and money to pay the thing u want after that

okay,end of my crap and anger i have for today

night

and friends: my phone spoil,so currently MIA(missing in action)

mood: NO IN A GOOD MOOD

2010-01-07T07:14:00.000-08:00

helo friends!

okayy i stop shopping and going out now

went back to my working days

so i think my friends gonna miss me!

anyway i cant go out with gfriends alreadyyy

no more shopping and i havent watch myy alvin and the chipmunks

going to hospital this 14th

that my second check up or should i say injection for my scar?

anyway,have earn 48 dollar after two days of work

gtg,my brother is nagging me alreadyy

miss my budddy!

2010-01-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

helo earthling,first post after 2010
my first post inculding only fenggying?
because i'm hangging out with her for the pass few days
went flea with her and brought some cloth and pant
for new year, hoping to buy some heels soon!
maybe gonna buy with fengying or kerri?
anyway i being slacking at home for the one whole month
needa work real soon! because i need money to go shopping with girls again!
should i go back to superdog or not?clueless now!!!!

anyway
happy 2010 to everyone out there and remember have a target for this year!
byeee =D with love

2009-12-15T03:44:00.000-08:00

congrat to mark and kate

hope you have a wonderful memories during your wedding dinner =D

well,spend alot moneyy for preparation

anyway,it worth it.worth to be dress up

that the first time dress up

that day,the kids was like star of the night

aunt and uncle was like paparazzi

and cameraman and woman

keep on snapping photo and the kids just freeze there

withh the smile on

2009-12-07T13:11:00.000-08:00

yeahhh,finally got something to blog about this time
wakeup from 3hrs of sleep
starting work at 12pm and i stilll dont wanna sleep
went out wibb girls and andy and his friends
eat japanese food!
steamboat ( eat-all-you-can)
hahas,jovin noe the joke!
brought myself a dress
cost me 138dollar
den andyy treat me for dinner
that what he owe mee =D
but abit guilty har, cost him 57++
wanna pay abit but he dont allow cost he want me buy thing for him
anyway, wad we order was hell lots!
really ALOTS
all thank to andyy friend
i will remember 50 kimchi,20chicken,20pork sausages
and 1 plate is 3 pcs
bus home with girls

p.s: i always have a great time with them
always have lots of photo to upload till the end of the day
take down memories,that the thing i want to have

2009-11-29T13:48:00.000-08:00

not the time to blogg today but i really need to!!!

went sentosa with ym and fy buddy on friday?

pouring rain as i expected

but have a slight tanning only

went to some wulu wulu place that fy recommendate

play volleyball too! long time never play alreadyy

watch sunset withh them

that my first time watch sunset

went watch NEW MIOON today!!!

jacobbbb loveee

cry during the show

cant stand jacob cryy

heart crakking =(

anyway, I DONT MIND WATCHING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!

bella is really suitable for this series

really depressed, really touchh

day out with ym,kerri,fy,andyy,jovin and her bf =D

2009-11-25T16:01:00.000-08:00

that my MUMMY 51 birthday
second brother not in the picture
not a full family picture
will have a family picture soon!!!
i wishhhh...

2009-11-24T05:03:00.000-08:00

Blogging day
firstly,happy birthday mummy!!!
secondly,watch paranormal activty today!!!
sacrd part only show at the ending!!wad the hell,but anyway...
me kerri and yuen mun was..covering the ear!!!hahahs

2009-11-13T00:55:00.000-08:00

attachment ending soon
just a few days more
and i leaving superdog also
changing job,not gonna stay in superdog
since they not gonna increase my pay
went to surgery,it about my scar
it reali hurt me
cant work for two days
and i have to eat porridge!!

happy birthday jovan
sorry for not attending ya party
really sorryy ya

2009-10-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

hellloo readers

well,i'm lasy to blogg this time

as usual

photo say everythingg!!
will blogg more next time!!

i left 19 days to go,or should i say is just 10 days to go??hahs

the picture show how happy i have

how muchh i love them!!!

sickk and tired

2009-10-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

what ever you say have make up my mind
it make my decision more clearer
more confirm and i swear I WONT REGRET
making this decision
get scolding from you
all the crap i get
all the anger i save up
i will make sure u get it back
nov 15,that my last day
no extend,not gonna be soft hearted
no gonna beliieve or listen to you

2009-10-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

now i'm sick,dont usually take mc during work
but today
the first time i take mc have way during work
really cant take it anymore
all are giving fuck care attitude
do you reali know how to treasure staff
treasure those who are reali helping you!
fuking shit,what every you say
ONE DAY!and that ONE DAY! will arrivied soon after kazER leave!

2009-10-02T11:50:00.000-07:00

mary goodbyeee
now people is getting worse
just want pay increase
just tat 50cents
every one is sick and tired
can theyy just stop all the crap!

2009-09-26T10:16:00.000-07:00

today another MAD day!
early morning cork up
duno what really happen
only heard is a mess and lot of complain
boss shouted jh for schedule
poor girl
always get scold from everyone
cant eat today till mother fuking late
that lao lj dont give mee eat
BIG BULLY!
thanks qi yong for buying me chicken rice
griller complain is the worse part i hate
it never ending fromm them
close grill today,wibb feebie helping ang screwing up the grill
eat durian tat ah mei brought
dinner we have SOFT DRINK!
cola,sprite,zapple
omg,heaven!
when eva we drink we will say
OH YES!!!finally,miss the free flow soft drink
lot of think happen todayyy
lot of anger to spill out NOW!
that mary is getting more and more worst or i shoud is
FUK THE MOTHER FUCKER OF MARY!
(sorry for scolding this but i really angryy with mary)
hope mary faster give the resign letter and boss accept it
no one ill-treat u
u!u are the one
the one who is always treating people badly

2009-09-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

heyhey reader!!

finally i got time to blogg and i got the mood to blogg today!

attachment was so tiring,and lot of screw up at superdog

but there always jiahui to settle it for me..

my protecter,my angle?hahs

'mary' was getting bad to worse

giving me more and more attitudde which i hate the MOST

luckyy there hjt and feebie suffer wibb me!hahahas

talk to hjt about the past in superdog

memories that we cant forget

joke and laughter tat we have tgt

i learn new stuff

dont ever keep stuff to urself

tell the MANAGER

dont want because no use!

feebiee always get bully

and what she can do is

SHE THINK

cant shoot back

hHhasas

hjt just shoot back

but she also kipp her anger some time

but no matter what

three of us are tgt

and we always tell her

the only one we trust

we support

we believe in

left 7 weeks more to go!

and i attachment free!

and i can go out wibb my CLIQUES

suddenly miss them

miss every saturday outing wibb them

JUST WANNA SAID

I HAPPY TO KOWN YOU GUY

I LOVE YOU GUYS

THE BEST MEMORIES COME FROM YOU ALL

THANKS FOR GIVING ME A MEMORIES

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

what every we been though

worth it

2009-09-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOVIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SULIANA

Went to miasas lim bbq today,took lots of photo but waiting for alien to upload
farewell to TC
love this class
will always remember them
hope we will b in the same school next year
even thoughh we are tgt for 1 year,we still have memories..
all my best wishes go to u
and hope u enjoy attachment!

2009-09-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

more photo to upload soon..now wanna rest,anyway

went out wibb kerri and yuen mun the alien today..

tml BBQ at miss liom house..

that all..nite

2009-09-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

my fave mv is up!!and i finally can upload this into blog!!

2009-09-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

went escape theme parks today!!!!!!
play play play!
and scream alots today
all thanks to the haunted house and the priate shipp and shiwei!
this idiot scare me when we enter the haunted house!
took picture but cannot upload??!
jovan and andy play wild and wet
and reallly!!andyy is super wet!hahahs
jovin addicted to playing priate shipp which i afraid off!
haha,i'm super afraid of high!
playy poker card at mac
aw usually
that 'heart attack game' that ym teachh?
end here for today!
wana plt fb and upload photo already

2009-08-23T12:09:00.000-07:00

needa go shopping soon!

i needa get dress for my cousin wedding day

heels to go with it

needa keep my hair long

wanna dye hair

wanna buy bags

needa pay money to friends

gosh,how i wishh i'm a loaded idiot

so i can spent my money like no people business

2009-08-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

this isnt one people fault
this clique isnt clique
this clique is form
need everyone help
not just a few,what the use if just some of them make thsi clique workS!
everytim someone get sad,emo,angry..why?why this happen!?
great,i cry again today
why,he/she sould know
i'm the one to blame?
my fault?!
yes,everything is my fault
no use i making this cliuqe work if they dont take other attitude!
WHAT THE USE!
want to heck care,but i want this clique
want this clique to contiune
no just normal friends that hang out tgt!
can you all just please
make a effort to change
accept his/her attitude

friends are hard to find

hard to treasure

hard to keep

hard to understand

hard to make them happy at time

clique are clique

clique are friends that we can share our joyness,sadness,everything together

friends are friends

friends wont share sercrets together

but clique will

friends will come and go

but clique wont

clique will meet no matter what

2009-08-11T08:30:00.001-07:00

attitude different isnt the problem
each other cant accpt each other attitude is a problem
cant communicate is the worse
black face,dont wish to speak up is shown on the face
attitude is defintely different de
every people will have different attitude
that's what so special about that everybody
it takes time to communicate well too

why cant u guy just open up and have a heart to heart talk
just wishies everything solve
dont wish to see them happen

2009-08-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

2009-08-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

today went out with shi wei,andy,jovan,kerri and yuen mun

watch UP 3d,kinda waste money

monkey late as usual

lazy to say about them already

because i know they wont change

but miracle happen today

my dear jovan say SORRY,for been late again to me!!

omg,feel chill after that but still angryyy

2009-08-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

everyone!!i have change my emaillll

add me in ya msn

lsq92@live.com

2009-07-31T10:47:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to show luo zhi xiang!

2009-07-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

eyes sore

MC for two days

hope i can caught up school studyyy

outing almost every weekend with WO DE CLIQUE

LOVEEE them to the MAX!!haha

2009-07-25T20:22:00.000-07:00

HANDSOME
that all i mean

2009-07-25T20:08:00.000-07:00

all the pro,ready to aim!

STAR of the
NIGHT?

went out with WO DE CLIQUE DE again
3donkey late again
but is shiwei.jovan and andy this time
meet at orchard,walk walk took photo
then eat subway
head to marina after meetiing xiao qi
watch fireworks again!
lazy to type

P.s:PHOTO say a thousand thing

2009-07-24T20:03:00.000-07:00

WO DE classmate

acting EMO

went out with WO DE CLIQUE to EAST COAST PARK
celebrated her joey birthday
took lot of photo
enjoy the sea breeze
the sand,but something sad happen

remember something,no matter what happen
we are there,message us,called us
even if we sound bad

p.s:afraid to lost you

2009-07-20T08:30:00.001-07:00

went to watch harry potter
kinda sad went professor die
harry potter must go on!

2009-07-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

bloggin time!!

will cut it short and sweet,picture show a thousand words okay?

went to sentosa wibb wo de clique

funny clique name huh

meet at 12pm but!

waited for them till 2plus?then head to beach

too alot of picture

after beach went to superdog and eat dinner

after that head to watch firework

rush there,and we just watch for that last few minutes

fromm there went walk all the way to chinatown

just to find a good area to rest but yet,we reach chinatown mac

and bring some drink and

head home after that

P.S=wonderful smile kill

2009-07-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

grab this from some random blog!!hyun joong is so kawaiii!!

today went to work

so fun because of my dear ck he is so talkative now a day

he keep my mood high and entertain us all

but abit noisy,think he ate the wrong medicine that why so nosiy

2009-07-10T07:20:00.000-07:00

this is my new handphone!!

went to buy after SC

firstly,welcome april intake

secondly,happy birthday to all july babies!!

today start at 2.30 for meeting

didnt attend the bazaar meeting as they send me the wrong date!

2009-06-29T17:22:00.000-07:00

dont wish to talk to you

wont have go out with you

not gonna reply your msq

have enough of your crap

not gonna be close to you

2009-06-28T17:18:00.000-07:00

time to blog!

have been working since everyday

trying to earn more caashh for my trip

and money for new handphone

heard SS501 coming to singapore!!

excited,want to go for their concert

taiwan channel have been talking about them since everyday

play their mv and lot more

2009-06-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

omg,RESULT

i so dead

i get all D

and just 1 GPA point

how to go higher nitec sia

what the hell

i drop alots sia

shit man,what to do now

2009-06-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

will it change

i worry now

feeling weird

very weird

dont wishh that will happen

should i be close

or not to be close

2009-06-21T06:40:00.001-07:00

went out yesterday with peihuan
went tiong shop for hyun joon collection!!
then eat griller
brought lot of stuff yaahh
then slack at vivo after that called hjt
go her house slack
me,ph,feebiee,jyren and hjt
five of urs at hjt
DRINKING!
jyren,feebiee and peihuan drunk
goshh,they are so noisy
i cannot get some sleep
hugg me to sleepp
hear snoozingg
singing wen they sleep
morning went white sand for breakfast
saw johna!!miss hiim=P

it been so long i last ton with my friends
lovee the memories

2009-06-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

went to school yesterday for sc room cleaning at 9am

clean and move everything

finish around 3pm

then meet up andy they all for 'bonding'

at mac then when acrade play game

6pm them meet the rest and head to miss lim house and BBQ!

i'm the one who start the fire!

but also with the help of jovan and xiao qi!

set up for around one hour?

then the rest contiune with the BBQ and my turn to rest

play hide and seek took photo!!

2009-06-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

today went to work

quite fun,no stress anymore

because his no working anymore!

resigned already!!finally,my worst day have over

no more scolding from him

no more crap

no more backstabbing from him

i'm free!!yooohooo!

went to celebrate ongling birthday on sat

drunk that day,goshh

any way,time to sleep needa work toml!

nite guys and gerls!

2009-06-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday after work went to slack with huijieteo

omg,yesterday was a high high very high day

me and hjt was making hell lots of noise when working

after work go slack..jaut because a pack of 'sweet'

we walk 3 bus stop away from vivo just to get that

we are MAD!!

after that we took bus back to vivo for no reason

just wan to be out late

talk lot of something

memories that cannot be forget

video that store in hjt phone

lot of topic to talk about

2009-06-09T00:35:00.000-07:00

2009-06-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

okay bloogg time!
now my turn to go addicted to korean people!
boys over flower
sweetiee
love them all
watch the drama within two days
addictedd to them but i still like wangzi the most =D
must watch boys over flower
so touchhing

hyun joong loveee =D

2009-06-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

no mood to study

today CTR paper

done my very best

home alone

a sudden of loneliness!

parent went malaysia

brother went bangkok

i so DAMN FUCKK BORED

some body please save me!!

2009-06-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

exam periods

goddamnshit

no confident at all

just fiinish DTG paper only

the only paper i understand

the rest, i dont feel prepare at all

mon-DTG

tue-CTR

wed-EFC

thur-ITI

after that i'm free for that one months

no matter wht i have to study to get to higher NITEC!!

jia you jia you!!!

good luck to my fellow classmates and friends who are also havign exam

those who are on holiday day,enjoy as muchh as u CAN!

2009-05-29T04:26:00.001-07:00

2009-05-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

really dunno what you want

i feel that i just noe you

i feel werid now

what have i done wrong

hot-temper,that what i feel now

feel really like shit

stress iis over the limit

2009-05-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

in the theatre
The girls(retardsS!)

with papa house

with derrick

LOVVEE

*Student coucil*

with jiamian

easy,sahidah,me,ndra

2009-05-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

heyhey!!

finally got something to blogg about today!!

JAN INTAKE 2009 installation!!

finally it over after 3-4 weeks of practice!

took lot of picture with my fellow SC member!

gonna post it went i get all the picture!!

startign from today we are a REAL STUDENT COUNCIL!

GOD DAMN SHIT!

so tired this few days can sleep well at all

exam just around the corner hope i get a good grade for my result

HOPE EVERYONE PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!?!!

2009-05-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

today is the most suck day

went to work at 12

work till 10

during work time,screen down

this dont have,that dont have

not eunff staff

boss at night come

JAM!

fuck,so tired

leg pain!!

2009-05-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

blogging time!!

today play game after break

lol,lot of injury

all thank to jovan's nail!

bleed abit

poker games!

heart attack and others

fun!

reach home early today!now time to studyy!

byeee

2009-05-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

this is my most recent faves song!!

okay,being updating video to my blogg

nothing much happen now adays

2009-05-08T09:37:00.001-07:00

finally today went to school

MC for the past 3days

went to school as pernormal

then afther school went window shopping with yuen mun

eat mos burger

shit,hate onion sia

went to west mall meet joey

after awhile went for SC meeting

meet up cynthia at canteen

then head to SC room

saw cakes for april and may babies

but they make a small mistake

LOL,they tot that i'm april babies where by i'm not!

told them i march birthday but they dont believe

so in the end

we celebrate for june babies

after that talk start

all the way till 4+++

then rush to work

cry today at work

all because of ____

F*** him,dont think i afraid of u

u are not that good also

every one make mistake

so do YOU

so SHUT the*#W$& up

2009-05-05T06:16:00.001-07:00

2009-05-05T00:33:00.000-07:00

today never went to school so stay at home use my lappy for whole dayy

fever 37.7!flu and cough

cant go school

now get sick easily

somemore got the H1N1

june trip cancel because of that

wad the hell

stay in singapore for 17 yeaar already

my first hongkong trip is cancel because of that!

argh!

stupid H1N1