mood today suck

sorry if i scold bad word

because this is who i am

take it or leave it

i cant stand my mother

after work quarrel with her otw home

get nagging from her for so reason

super angry,she dont understand what i talk about everytime!

i hate it went she start to scolld me when she dont get it

fuking shit her,cry when walking home

rush to bath and stomp out of the house after that

sat at void deck cry alone

while waiting for kerri to pass me my pay

cry almost 2hours

not gonna go work tml

and tell u

i really hate my family

everytime i think was

do i really belong to this house

it full of shit

i'm just a 17 year old girl going to be 18 in two month time and i dont have

a HAPPY MEMORIES!

for the 17 years i have be though stress!

every one though i tell 'guai' one at home

able to help my mother on house income

able to woork and study at the same time

able to get the best grade everytime

dont need their worrys and love

i always cry when people ask me about my family problem

because i know every since shit in the house

i needa work everytime to pay my bill help her with house income

extra money for cleaning the stupid debt!

that the reason whyy i wana smoke cause it help me to relax

i cant drink beer cause familys dont allow

what my dad want was i'm a guai guai girl

like a girl duno bad words. but will good smart brain

arghh,i hell stress and i wish i could go to my grandpa house and stay for a few days

no needa stress and at least they give me money when i need it

i'm a part time 'ah lian' like what my brother nickname me

a bad girl wont turn back

and it true

why a part time ah lian? cause badword a-z in my mind

dye my hair like one lians

attitude also like lians

what can i do

korkor are part time bengs also

a piece of words to blogger out there

dont start work to early 14 or 15

you will regret when parent start to ask u pay bill and give house income every month

because u dont have saving and money to pay the thing u want after that

okay,end of my crap and anger i have for today

night

and friends: my phone spoil,so currently MIA(missing in action)

mood: NO IN A GOOD MOOD